Sorry did you say prostitute ?
I love my life. Being honest has allowed me a very bizarre life. It has pushed me in a direction away from everything mainstream. You know, I've been down the pub and the topic of conversation was about what everyone did for a living. Bank-manager, head-chef, computer programmer, hairdresser, nurse, ...and then it's my turn. 'I am a prostitute'. Then follows a silence. I like the sound of silence. It gives people a chance to think, to use their imagination and to think about what I actually get up to. The best thing about being a whore is being able to structure my own time, my own life. I don't have to get up early ever morning. If I want to sit at my computer till 3 o clocks and then have some tantric wanking ritual until 6, that's ok. Afterwards I can rest and start answering the phone latter than usual. AND THEN THERES THE MONEY. I do quite well. I really enjoy the money. I think I am quite clever with the money. I know what it's like to physically earn money on a building site. I have an understanding of the value of money. I use it to give me a better life, a happier existence. This gives me a lovely energy. I am a happy man. And I use this energy in my work. It's a magick circle. Although I am very discreet I make no apologies for what I do. Putting it simply if I ever needed to do that I would be looking for a new job. That's the reason I always show my face when I am advertising for work. I am a very proud man, and that's something I have earned, something I have worked hard for. I approach my life with a philosophy, if I am going to do it; I am going to do it well. There's a plan, no not on paper but embedded! In the prostate of my mind. It controls everything about me. Some would probably call this SPIRITUALITY. I am a good talker, but I know when to shut up and listen. I am a bit of a rebel. I am a bit of a wanker. Some of the necessary ingredients for being a successful whore. I sell what I am. Not what I want to be. We have no culturally approved scripts for life; we pretty much need to write our own. To write your own script requires a lot of effort and a lot of bollox, and is the kind of hard work that brings just rewards. You might find the right way for you, and three years latter decide you want to live a different way. You write the script, you get to make the choices, and you get to change your fucking mind. Once a whore always a whore! Blessed Bi/ Me!
