come to terms with much of what happened

Seb-- I found a link to your site on another site "Dark Vulcan." I'm a middle aged married man living in the Canada and I have never explored the anal region for sexual satisfaction -- sometimes for S/M punishment but not for sexual pleasure. My ass has always been a sexual focus but always taboo. I had quite a difficult upbringing and "dirt" and "cleanliness" were major issues. I also grew up with a Dad who was extremely dysfunctional and took major opportunities to make me feel inadequate as a guy. It was a recipe for major problems as a adult -- and I have, with a lot of therapy, come to terms with much of what happened. Meanwhile, I am feeling emboldened to explore that part of the body and change my attitudes about dirt and lessen some of these taboos. Can you relate to any of this? My wife is somewhat resistant (I think she thinks because I might like something inserted in my rear -- that I'm gay. . actually I'm bisexual) . . She also is not very available these days -- as she is going some health issues. Don't get me wrong. . I love her a great deal -- but I think I need to explore some of this stuff first -- before I bring her into it. Can you recommend someone here in Canada I could see/talk to? I can't afford much -- but I'm a artist and would perhaps be able to provide some barter. By any chance, are you coming to Canada any time soon? Thanks in advance for your help. Being alone, with a sick wife your site has helped (helps) me get through some really tough days. Thanks, M

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